GHOST DAY

Its not halloween, and it was like 2 weeks from the last time i saw a horror movie, but i feel haunted by a creature, i’ll say a demon, who is super gorgeous, can’t read my mind, that my smell arouse him... err him? GROSS! Damn u Stephanie Meyer. U should’ve wrote another version of masterpiece where the villain is a girl. Now in a way i am confused with my sexual orientation. Juz kidding of coz la im straight grrr (note: homo people will never admit their status ) 0_o

As u can see on top is the title. A smart person will think it’s the day that i encountered ghost. Or the famous ‘trick or treat’day that i being forced to wear fancy costumes and undress/stripping while dancing near the pole. Ok not funny haha But a smarter person will doubt it as the ghost themselves will think twice before showing up (not because i’ve a good foundation of religious weapon) but vice versa lol “How could a human being more evil than we are?”, murmured ghost A.” Maybe bcoz we are new at this, see we just got headshots while robbing 3 days ago”, whispered ghost B. “Enoughh!!!” said ghost C while continuing writing.

Back to the title, it’s called ghost day because clearly a ghost at its nature haunted people. It’s pretty pathetic if a ghost incapable of petrifying people up ;) so these are the 3 “special day” i’ll never forget for the rest of my life coz it haunted me ghostless( exclude when im getting old, i might have dementia, and when i pray, coz i tend to put all things aside) ;D

The first one is THE DAY I LOSE VIRGINity, ok scratch the last word out, it’s PPM BASKETBALL. I wanted to win so much i GPS the place where the national level took place every day after practice. This is before our team didnt make it to national. Ok i may sound exagerrate a bit, but it’s a healthy way of enlighten people, our local politicians does that ocassionally lol i’ve been HAUNTED eversince.

Next is THE DAY I GET JPA SCHOLARSHIP. Sounds flawless huh? Yeah maybe bcoz i intentionally left the word “didn’t” prior to the word get. Which means that apparently im not entitled. Or i’ve been rejected. That someone else got that offer. Please, go scream ur name spelled backward loudly if u still dont understand - _- I was so confident being accepted as a small ambassador of my country, to pursue studying in a land where people dont feel so excited when snow falls down ;( i’ve literally throw away every offer letter from Matriculation, SPA, private college, even IMG 0_o I’ve been HAUNTED eversince.

The last one occurred recently, precisely 6 months ago. It was THE DAY I FAILED PROCEED YEAR. Slap ur face twice if u expecting any errors from the capital words lol . I cant sleep, loss my appetite despite gaining weight, cant talk French well and couldnt concentrate on trigonometry. Neglect the two latter parts, that were my subconscious projections of being a French Mathematical analyst. and i’ve been HAUNTED eversince.

The way i see it, all of the incidents come unexpectedly. Maybe i was too confident of achieving my goal, and expecting too much from it. As a result i had severe breakdown and unable to erase it out of my system. Screw that. Even the marriage of Shannon Doherty and Ashley Hamilton lasts less than 6 months. Needless to say, there is no happy ending at all . BUT ever heard of $100 million Amy Irving’s settlement from Steven Spielberg after their 34-month marriage ended?? There is a spark, after all.